No shave november

I often had wanted to participate and this weird yet not entertaining holiday-esque event. Well this year i finally got too with my tres pelitos on my chin but I am sorry to inform that today i caved. Why? you might ask well frankly because its gross don't take me wrong it was fun while it lasted and I'm not dogging those who can pull off a mean ass beard or stache but I just can't do it I feel too dirty... Yes i said dirty its like constantly having nasty scuzzy shit on your face well at least for me it is. Each time I take a shower I get pissed because no matter how many times I scrub its still there so even though shaving is a pain in the ass I shaved it off. As I shaved i felt a different array of feeling mostly joy and sorrow. Joy cause that nasty scuzzy feeling was finally gone and sorrow because damn I caved oh well I guess there is always next year.